2009 Part III

All the rest of the shit.

I still have a job, albeit one I am not sure I really want anymore. My boss is a very strange person and his trust issues are really much worse than mine, so that says something. There is always the possibility that I could get let go- not a real or tangible possibility, just that intangible, the unspoken threat. Everyone feels it, so it's not just my paranoia. And it makes for a shit place to work. But the economy being what it is, no one will leave. I don't feel challenged, but it's really quite on me to challenge myself. And with the anemia, I don't want to be challenged. OK, so I'm a whiner, there are loads of people who would love to be in my position and I should be grateful. Sorry- no disrespect intended, but I'm really not happy in my job.

I think, if I were to sum it up, I would say 2009 sucked for the most part and was Ok for the rest of it. I would like a happier 2010 but don't see where anything is going to change, so don't know how that will come about. Wish me luck!